A brief life update

I’ve not been doing the best in the last few weeks, not terrible, at least by my standards, but not really anywhere near good. I’ve had a little depression, my schizophrenia has been a little worse than usual, I’ve had a few physical things be worse than normal, and my self-esteem is in the dumpster!

This all lead me to today, I felt it best that I cancelled my usual Thursday TTRPG session (we’re playing Battlestations, so one person not being there is fine, really) which caused me to do a little spiral of doom, nothing major, but this lead to me walking Chester in the rain in 4°C/39°F wearing slippers, because I just couldn’t bring myself to put on shoes and socks. They were absolutely soaked by the time I got home, but, really, I feel better about myself now.

While out, the usual, annual daffs have started to come up. They’re threatening to flower any day now, so here’s a little photo of them.
A small white and brown dog surrounded by daffodils, some of which look ready to bloom.

The local river/stream/brook/whatever is also looking very full, due to all the rain we’ve had in the last day or so. And exceptionally dirty. (It’s just mud that is being washed down stream.

Anyway, thanks, as always for reading.

HQM